2 months have gone by...

Wow it has been two months since Austin has passed away. Today it seems like forever. Today my mother and I went to Macy's and was so surprised to see a sign for Alex's Lemonade Stand Foundation. How wonderful. Macy's is one their sponsers. It was nice to see that. I am still having my good and bad days and some days I ask why him. I miss him more then ever and really feel lost without him. I am trying to do what I think he would want me to do and that is to move on with life. It is hard. All I want to do is sit here and hold him but I can't. I do believe he is around, his spirit that is. Little things happen and I know it is him. He is keeping me strong and helping me live each day. I use to wake up every day for him and now that he is gone I think, why get up, but I do. I know he would be so mad if I laid in bed all day. There are some times I can feel what I think is him nagging at me to get up. LOL. Well I better get to bed. I have a big day tomorrow. I have job interview.

Elizabeth